Smitten

Yupppp... smitten >w<
Hehehehheee...

Wae.

Wae. Wae do you test my patience.
I don't want to give in to this feeling
I don't know what I want; do I even want something, or just anything
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It's sad and ironic and just depressing that you can be friends with all those people
but I'm the person you cant let into your life
I was glad you were opening up, I'm glad you seem to have become someone you want to be
But its still not fair, from where I'm standing
What can I do though? Not much, unless I want make things complicated; I don't.
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2:54 am ey, I did a lot of things today,
clean room, vacuum, clean the lounge room
clean the bathroom
do the laundry and dishes
make lunch
take excessively long shower
youtube excessively
catch up on NARUTO
catch up on KJH and SS501

But barely any study ;A;
I gave in to the feeling of "ey I've got plenty of time", and now.. I need to work my arse off tomorrow.
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Kim Hyun Joong - H.E.A.T
No idea what the lyrics are right now but it's catchy :)

music friends uni

hey i just met you
and this is crazy
but here's my number
so call me maybe !

ahhh i love this song so much! it make me feel all lovey dovey and warm :p
dave days cover is also amazing !
and so many hotties *u*

recently life has been a bit up and down
it makes me sad that i cant keep up with all my friends ):
and also that i realise ive slipped away from some of them ):
so sad ;n;
on the other hand ive gotten closer with some friends

its funny that you cant really tell which way things are going to go sometimes

but i do miss those people i havent been able to talk to in a while :c


next week ill be taking part in our uni psyc experiment on ourselves
to try change our study/ procrastination habits
hm, hoping it works out well !

my conditions:
- using train time efficiently, and being on time
rft: check tumblr and comic sites c:
- study 3 hours every night, before 10:30
rft: facebook until 11

i cant think of any other good rfts. ;n; dad wont let me eat asian jelly ):
cause you dont know what the asians put in there or something ;n;
boo!

i wonder if jelly joy is still around?


i miss listening to music. i remember when i had my mp3 i couldnt study with silence
it would be too quiet for me
now since i rarely have earphones on
i cant study with ambient noise when im stressed
EVERYTHING RELATES TO PSYCH LOLOL. :)

i never have good endings to my posts.. bye c:

camera and jobless

still jobless, this is so sad! maybe im trying too hard
or maybe not enough?

now that i have my timetable its hard to find a job that will suit it
or the other way around.

in other news, i love my camera, its so fantastic :3
i havent worked everything out yet, but once i do, this blog will be seeing some pretty pretty pictures
just waiting for the camera bag to arrive so i can take it outside :)

confession

i did something bad today ):
and now i feel rather guilty about it
but i cant exactly go back on it

being a good person i something im happy and proud of
now i slightly ruined that, boohoo :c

this coming semester i have... SIXTEEN hours.

updates

i just got my timetable!
*runs around in daisy fields jumping for joy*
its not perfect, but its good enough

harry potter exhibition on the 16th
real costumes from the set, wands, books, hagrid's hut, set props
the merchandise were so expensive. scarves 30$, beanies 25$
t-shirts 40$, candy 5$ each
sushi, galaxy world + some clothes shopping after
spent 58.5$ + 23.5$. *cry*

i won a mushroom!!!!!!

operation birthday dinner for mum, Monday 13th
fermented soy bean crab + egg noodles + preserved duck egg
to be honest, crab wasn't that great. but i managed!

bowl of raw cleaned + chopped up crab


Sunday 12th, home made lasagne time
500g of cheese in there! but it was so much fun to make
beautiful family time


i really want this book.